"I have prepared a table for you in the presence of your enemies"

 

This is for the lady who used to write scriptures on the sidewalk. They can stop you from writing on the sidewalk because they think they control the land. They cannot erase the message that has survived for centuries despite the effort to silence the faithful. 

This is for the lady who gave coffee and donuts to those who most would shun in this town. They can use COVID as an excuse to stop your kindness. They can't change the hope you provide to strangers.

To the Humboldt police officer, the Humboldt first responder, the Humboldt firefighter, the Humboldt attorney, the Humboldt ER nurse, the Humboldt jail staff and so many more who have not allowed the dank nastiness and vitriol of Humboldt to stop you from being compassionate, treating every human being kindly, I see what you every day and I thank you. I understand what you go through. 

I will continue to expose the darkness and bring it into the light. I speak what many of you cannot and every attack they direct at me and their hateful reaction is because they know I speak the truth. 

The evil could not live through one minute of what they put you and me through. 

The first time I saw this message online, I knew it wasn't a coincidence. The second time I thought maybe it is the algorithm. Then months later, I saw it again today and wanted to share with many who I know need it. 

There is far more good in this world  than evil. The lies enabled and perpetuated by most media and definitely by Big Tech and religion, all controlled by big money and politicians can overwhelm so today thank yourself for who you are and who they cannot control. They don't own anything or you or me. 

To the evil Humboldt troll who used every loophole to anonymously create fake accounts, one after another, to attack and spew bile, especially when I shared scripture; you left a trail of identity in every comment. How miserable and pathetic you are that you obsess and your day is ruined by words you supposedly do not believe.

To those who lash out at me instead of fighting the darkness, especially those who I have helped, if you had a conscience or soul, you would do the right thing. I don't expect you to because you are weak selfish cowards. 

Many in Humboldt think I am alone; let them. 

Those in Humboldt social media or in person who unjustly attack me and others, we don't owe you anything. Spend less time on Facebook mouthing off and more time fighting for the truth and standing up for yourself because a few of us are not obligated to carry your burden. Fight your own battles because you ingrates repay strength and kindness with stealing and abuse.

It isn't easy to be light and carefree when you have negativity around you draining you constantly. I save my good mood, kindness and who I am for those who deserve it, for those who know me and for those who have been there for me. 

To all the evil in Humboldt, whether it is in a house of worship or the darkness that plagues every inch of Humboldt, you don't have to read or acknowledge the truth. I don't wake up every day thinking of your reaction or what you may do.

You control nothing. You are controlled by the evil  you sold your hear and soul to for a few shillings which direct your worthless actions.

Psalm 23

1 The Lord is my shepherd,(A) I lack nothing.(B)
2     He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,(C)
3     he refreshes my soul.(D)
He guides me(E) along the right paths(F)
    for his name’s sake.(G)
4 Even though I walk
    through the darkest valley,[a](H)
I will fear no evil,(I)
    for you are with me;(J)
your rod and your staff,
    they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table(K) before me
    in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;(L)
    my cup(M) overflows.
6 Surely your goodness and love(N) will follow me
    all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
    forever.

The psalms, the scriptures, so many prayers are written by those who have suffered because despite repeated challenges they don't sell their soul to evil. 

I am not talking about religious people, I am not talking about people who go to church or any house of worship. Faith and good people have absolutely nothing to do with religion. Many people who go to church in this town and  "leaders" in church are too busy getting rich, doing the occasional photo op, speaking words they do not believe. They are the least "Christian" or moral because they do not help  or stand up for those who need it most. They don't even have the self reflection and shame Judas felt. They are the Pharisees and the Saducees.