My new year
began as all my days do. I got ready, went to mass. It is my most favorite time
of the day. The night before, I had a rare chance to spend some time alone with
Fr. Eric after mass. I had become very close to him, particularly in the last
year. We are very different and our trust and acceptance of each other,
especially our quirks, grew as we got to know each other.
It was like any
other day, except his newspaper wasn’t picked up. A window seemed like it was
being fixed, there was an area trashed. This has happened before. There was
nothing out of the ordinary. Until, Father did not show up for mass. And then
our Deacon came in, told us mass was cancelled and why. For the entire St.
Bernard’s community, our world was turned upside down for so many reasons.
Usually when I
am upset, I write. I share. That was not an option. There has been no time to
grieve or mourn for our leadership, for others who are too busy getting out
information, dealing with logistics, being there for our fellow parishioners
who are having a harder time coping. All
of us at St. Bernards are so grateful to our Bishop, all our local priests, for
the leaders in our church community and all who have been a rock for us. For 2
days, the one place we go to find peace, to gather, our real home was a crime
scene.
Fr. Eric was a
pastor, a friend, family and to those of us who are orphans, a father figure.
This My Word is a
small effort to share what Fr. Eric means to those whose lives he touched and the
response—mostly very positive. Some that I would have preferred not to address.
In the last 2 days, I have struggled with what to write and whether I would. This
is not a news story to me. More so the reluctance comes from not wanting to
discuss the one area in my life that is private and off limits, and more so
because it is not about one person’s grief, one loss, but a community that
needs and deserves space and privacy.
The local media has been wonderful in their coverage. Thank you.
In the last 2
days, a brutal crime was committed against an innocent holy man who did nothing
but serve his community to his last breath and whose grace and love continues
to live on in us and in our actions and in what he taught us.
I am not going
to discuss the suspect, the evidence, the reasons. Loss of life, violence is
unacceptable under any circumstances. Emotions are running high and yet most of
us have shown incredible restraint.
Instead we focus
on Jesus and pray and are thankful because that is was our pastor taught us and
reminded us everyday.
Fr. Eric was a
very loving man. The following words from Galatians are often quoted: “There is
neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free person, there is not
male and female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus”. Fr. Eric lived it. Our pastor reached out to
all people of faiths, even to atheists; he loved and accepted unconditionally,
without wanting to change people.
There are so
many misunderstanding about the Catholic Church and teachings. The Church is
made up of individuals, diverse. This is not an opportunity to be exploited for
someone’s political agenda or opportunity to take pot shots at the Catholic
Church as some people have already.
I guarantee you know
someone Catholic. Take an opportunity to get to know that person and learn
about their faith. This takes years, not a quick moment. As we learned with Fr.
Eric’s unexpected death, you never know when you will last see someone.
Thank you John. God Bless
ReplyDeleteLoretta
Very nice and true! He has done so much in bringing people closer to God. But in a way that was so humble. He has done so much for my family. And he just performed my dads memorial service a week ago today, Dec 28th. Rest in Heaven Father Eric
ReplyDeleteTo Loretta and Catherine and all who responded privately and on facebook. Thank you.
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